 You're a person with unique ideas, big plans, and a zany outlook on life. Many people look to you for inspiration.
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 The beauty of the world has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder.
nakoo. first day na first day ng aking pagbabagong buhay eh medyo sumablay. medyo lang naman. gusto ko kasi yung ako lang yung naglalakad mag-sa sa corridor. pero nga. baka sabihin nila snob ako or unfriendly o kung ano man. pero i guess they know na may topak ako kanina. i guess..sensitive words are written in gray.tsheesh. nadagdagan nanaman ang hatelist ko.hmm. let's do it this way, hokey. blind item.clues ba (wag basahin dahil maraming mag-fifit dito):- madamot
- bwakaw
- makasarili
- nanggagamit
- kaibigan ko (yata--kasi sabi nga ni lainshii friendly ako. ^^)
see. there's no point in saying someone is my friend. lahat tayo naggagamitan lang. i think i am yet to find a person that'll pry me open. i think someone's out there selfless enough. i think i was a catamite in my past life. :\ wow. tsk. i never thought i would be this jumpy. i think i'll have to stay away from people. more. 2/3 through our bulletin board. na kulay pastel na nakakatinag. with the sheep and the raimboe. malapit na, malapit na. Si Heidi nalang ang kulang, tsaka ang bebols, tsaka ang monggo, tsaka ang mekeroney, tsaka PLASTIC cover (see, naka caps an plastic. whehee.), marami pa pala. :) kayang kaya yan. @bajuju : wag mong pakialaman ang selpon ko kung anuano nang nakita mo. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahah. ah basta. to sum it all up, ayoko sa taong mayabang. okay na sana yung tahimik magyabang. pero yung lantaran at subconcious at yung hindi man lang napapansin na nakakasakit sila. ay hindi ko na mapapatawad yun. ay hindi nga pala ako marunong magpatawad. :) at least napupuri ako, kayo hindi man lang tinitingnan. SARBEY! SARBEY! (argh. nagmumuni-muni nanaman ako.) - How often do you want/need to hear the word 'love' ? - not much not much. i'm not that loving, i'm saving up for one. i'm not that caring, i'm saving up for one. i promise, if you see me dead one day, then that means i hate the world.
- Do you believe there is one right person for you out there in the world ? - one of them is bound to like me as me. and by me i mean accept me. and keep all his strengths w/in himself. and try not to boast. cos i believe in karma, and the shortest distance between good karma and bad karma is a man's ego.
- A fire takes everything you have, where do you go and what do you do? - all i have are material possesions, so i won't bring anything with me. i don't have anywhere to stay so i'd rather jump off a billboard sign. kahit yung casino rubbing alcohol sign ni christopher de leon.
- If you could take out three things before the blaze, what would they be? - my honor, my physique and my memories. memories? kasi mas may kabuluhan yung buhay ko noon. nung ako lang mag-isa sa bahay, nagalaro ng pulbos na may alcohol at clay at umiiyak kapag trip ko.
- When you are sick or sad, do you wantto be alone, or have someone with you? - want to be alone. sa kasamaang palad palaging may mga taong nandyan para sayo. yung kung kelan mo kailangan, wala sila tapos kung kelan gusto mong mapag-isa, nanguusisa. nakakainis yun. i wish they could read my mind. so to those people, stop being santitos and hypocrites. i know you don't care about me. selfish biatches. :)
- Which should have the final say in decisions, your head or your heart? - whatever amount of head i have, it's always with the heart. im a very moody, capricious, and freakishly emotional person. sorry if im too emotional. im just sick of everything i wasted. tss. i wouldn't be feeling this if i didn't go out into this world anyway. and lo', it's past my bedtime.
- What three things have you done in your life that you are most proud of? - (1)i'm proud of all my so called artworks. kahit gaano kasipag ang isang tao, hindi pa rin matututunan ang talento. that goes for you, ****. (2) im proud of my pwresentation ideas. they seem to pop out from nowhere and work anyway. (3) i'm proud of the fact that i don't show my pride much for i have learnt the lesson of karma back in third grade.
- If your partner had an affair, how would you react? Could you forgive them?- at least one of us'll die, that's for sure. i'll make sure, o how i would.
sigh. 9 years of being accompanied, wasted today. Nee-ner. i just figured out that it would be a lot easier if i go by my own in school.no hassles. no delays. no decoys.tomorrow, i'll try. try to go on by my own.:(nah. i feel so evil.evil pathetic.since this afternoon, i feel so isolated.no. i don't have any real friends anyway, have i?i know. i know. everyone's just faking everything. even i. i haven't had a real friend ever.they may be there. but, bah. they're not that true. i want someone constructive. i want a gentleman.higit sa lahat, ayoko ng mayabang at yung feeling sa kanila umiikot yung mundo.at least * knows me by my first name. at least i get praised for everything i do . sorry but i'm not as assertice as you.sorry nalang. kung sino man yung maiiwan ko. kung meron man.pero, makiki-hang-out pa rin naman ako. paminsan-minsan.i just find life easier alone.with nothing to listen to and all my work focused.sorry kung bukas hindi ko kayo pansinin.sorry kung hindi na ko mamansin.i'm just manic depressed.and getting even worse.as each day pass.:)
Gawd. i've been thinking about this over and over since 3:00 this morning. see, my entire family is moving to mindanao (business thingy-thing-thing) and i'm gonna be the only one left behind (and my brother, though he won't be of any use since he's always away).Darn. Do they know how life'll be by myself? I can't even pass for a dorm room.- I'm 15 for crying out loud. I'm not even in college
- How the heck am i supposed to cook? i'm even afraid of turning the stove on.
- If i was using some old skool gas stove, and not an electric stove, how the heck am i going to change the gas?
- im afraid to plug stuff around the house
- i can't clean the house unless someone pays me to do so
- i can't do the laundry. i can't even stand the whirr-whizzing sound of the washing machine.
- how am i supposed to buy groceries
- im afraid of my own room
- how am i supposed to STUDY when all my time is left for HOUSEWORK.
Gawd talaga. hope they get me a servant or something.
eh kung tumira naman ako sa iba, problema ko..
- internet. gaah. necessity:)
- reference books
- distance from school.
please wag niyo naman akong iwanan dito. :'( pero i think kailangan. kung para lang sa ikabubuti ng aming pamumuhay. tsaka para sa ikabubuti ni dade. nakooo00000. :'(( sulk around and be emotional. ikalat mo ang dalamhati.
natatanga na kong mag-isip ng title. :) and i'm here. stuck in finding modern ballads of social issues. sa ngayon eto pa lang nahahanap ko:- Thursday - War All the Time
- Eraserheads - Wating
- Eraserheads - Poorman's Grave
dalawa pa. dalawa at marami pa. siyempre career tayo. Ayan. Bakit ba kasi ang hirap maghanap ng kanta tungkol sa social issues. i know most of these songs are rap. talking bout (c)rap music. baka mainis lang si maam rhea kung yun ang ipasa namin. :) Hay. progress: looking through the Aquabats and the Flaming Lips. Mas sensible ang Flaming Lips, mind you. ayun. Man From Pakistan - the Flaming Lips. pogi. off topic : patuloy kaming naghahanap sa mga mukhang 'adik' kuno na long hair na mukhang ilang buwan nang naka ponytail. waaaaaha. - Thursday - War All the Time
- Eraserheads - Wating
- Eraserheads - Poorman's Grave
- Eraserheads - Hey Jay
- The Flaming Lips - Man from pakistan
searching Fatal Posporos and Queen. okey. wala. panic! at the disco. wala. basta. pwede na yan.
Trying. Ngayon, pinipilit kong magkaron ng kalyo, and sure enough, meron na nga. they feel numb, alright but not that much. so 6 of my fingers are calloused. great.
kanina ko pa rin nga pala minememorize yung chords ng yoshimi at torpe (fatal posporos ha)
at, woohoo! memorize ko na. bangag nga lang ako dun sa intro ng torpe. pero kaya naman. :)
ano ba yan. raindrops seeping into frosted windowsills, nakanaman. the skies are hueless and desaturated. it's cold. really cold. and i'm putting on chocolate lipbalm every 5 minutes just to keep em sweets from chapping and eventually bleeding.
secret lang natin to ah.
i feel...
harassed? no.
stepped on? no.
violated? exagge.
ewan. siguro alam niyo naman kung ano yung sinasabi ko (kung close kayo sakin, take note errol di tayo close.)
salamat nga pala kina lara, mec, bajuju, elaineshie, gio, eekim, at kung sino sino pa na nag-offer ng resbak.
pero di ko kailangan nun. ayon nga kay gytha eh labanan sa kabaitan. :) wehehe.
wala akong ginagawa sa inyo kaya kung magja-judge kayo ng walang matinding proof eh magpatiwakal nalang kayo.
wag niyo kong labanan ng patago, labanan nyo ko ng alam ko, para naman patas tayo. o baka ako pa ang manalo. kasi nga mahilig daw ako manalo ayon nga sa lahat ng tao. wahaha. :D
wag niyong isipin na por que madami kayo at isa lang ako, kaya niyo na ko. di ako pasusupil. at may back-up pa ko! (ayon nga sa isa dyan ay 'background')
wag niyo rin sana isipin na por que madami kayo eh malakas na kayo. sino ba kayo? ewan ko. hindi por que may Diyos kayo na pinagdadasalan eh hindi ibig sabihin non ay hindi na ko kilala ng kung sino mang may-likha kahit na hindi ako nagdadasal.
kaya sana, bago kayo gumawa ng kalokohan niyo sakin, isipin niyo muna:
1) malalaman ko ba?
2) may rerebak ba?
3) mananalo ba kayo?
4) ganoon ba kayo kalakas na nilalang para manapak ng tao?
lalo pang nakakainis yung paglalagay niyo ng body guard sa kung sino man, na parang matapik ko lang eh biglang masusunog at mag-eevanesce papunta sa dulo ng kawalanghangganan. nakakainis rin yung mga hindi ako binabati pero yung mga katabi ko binabati? kilala mo kung sino ka, buti nalang at di ka pinapansin ng mga kasama ko nung panahong yon, ikaw ang napahiya, hindi ako, akala mo kung sino ka, isa ka lang malaking sumasayaw na samoan rambutan. lalo naman yung mga nandudusta ng itsura. ayon nga kay tripler : ang ganda ko kasi. inggit lang kayo. :) at lalo pang nakakainis yung mga namimilit. na buong buhay ko ipinagtanggol ko tapos ipagmamayabang lang na nasa dugo niya ang kadakilaan. oh well. nung sinabi ko yun sa mga tao, unti unti silang naglabasan ng pagkamuhi nila sa iyo. poor, poor. to tell you, pinsan mo lang yun, hindi ikaw. :)
ay ewan. wag kayong magsabi na ako ang nananagasa sa inyo kung kayo ang nauna. basta ako,
mahilig akong manalo. <-------waaaaaaaaaaaaajajajaja.
pasalamat kayo, hindi ko pinarating sa awtoridad, kundi, basag yang pangalan niyong lahat. kung sino-sino man kayo.
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Nakanaman. I just came home from the LC. naman.
ok lang sya, pero mas masaya kung mas bibo yung mga tao. at KUNG NAKAKAIN AKO 3 TIMES A DAY.
alam niyo bang sa 3 days 2 nights ng camp, once lang akong nakakain, w/c is yung 2nd night. nagmakaawa pa ko sa canteen na bigyan nila ko ng manok. pano kasi, puro kolesterol ng baboy yung nandun.
Pero ang pinakamasaya eh yung batch presentation (kung saan ang batch 08 ang nagwagi),
ang pogi kasi ng idea namin na EB babes. yung may sumasayaw na silhouette ng gerlaloo tapos pagbaba ng tela, lalaki na. bali si Arce si Saturnina Ocampo, si Juris si Venusa, si AJ si Procopio Watson at si Louie si Lastikman. pogi talaga ng show namin. :) thanks sa lahat ng nice comments ng elem at hs students. ang kyut nyo. (lalo na yung mga nagtataka kung pano naging lalaki yung gerlaloos tsaka kung saan nanggaling yung boses ng mystery judge tsaka kung pano nagiiba ng hugis yung mystery judge).
so yun.
masaya pag gabi kasi nagkukuwentuhan kami. tapos tabi-tabi kami. kumakain, naggigitara. sa totoo lang may nacompose kami na song na puro G-Em-C-D.
tapos nakakatuwa. kasi humihilik si adi. haha. :) tapos nung buong time na tulog ako nakangiti daw ako. WAHAHAHAHAH!
nice. nice.
by the way.
may tanong ako.
ania.alysa
.aya.den.lara.raisa.mm.mak.jana.janT.eca.mica.
jew.gabz.maan.thea.marvie.joyce.aileen.nessa.elaine.mela.bete.gioan.mikee.jen.tin2.
is there something common in this list?? sabihin nyo naman kung may napapansin kayo o. go rosa.
Shat, On a Turtle. narr. i have this friggin bloodied pointer from playing too much basketball and a friggin black and blue ring finger thanks to my brother's considerate love. I hate the people around me.:)Dapat nag-aayos na ko ng gamit ko. pero. wala pa kong slippers at rabbershus at tinatamad akong magdala ng watercolors o acrylic paint o oil paint at paintbrash kaya crayons nlang dadalhin ko. at least maliit. and to tell lang. my bag is 11/12 clothes and accessories. ngayon ko lang nalaman na priority ko pala yun. :)I think i'll just do my chem illustration tomorrow dawn. dahil napaka considerate ng love ng kapatid ko at hindi ako makahawak ng kahit anong art medium sa ngayon. buti nakakatype pa ko. inaasar pa ko ni thea ng jelly ace. pogi kasi yung braso kong walang muscle. buto kagad after balat. thea kahit maskulada kang amasona ka hindi ibig sabihin pwede mo nang laitin ang pogi kong jelly ace.awts. talaga.magdadala nga rin pala ako ng albums na shades of purple, spice girls, spice world, bread at 80's slow rock. para masaya dahil siguro kasi it harts.sige na maglalaro pa kami ng sleeping bag.
i just feel like english frenzy. þær sie sum þings inn eorh fþæt sie gilp. swinlic ***. eoh-onlic. crap eow had had had.
Crud. birthday ko ngayon. :) actually, dapat magpapa yellow-cab ako bukas, pero dahil inunahan ako ni Gioan, wag nalang.
Pero wala naman talaga akong paggagamitan ng pera ko kaya manlilibre rin naman ako. yun ay kung gusto ko.
Ay. It sucks to have your day scheduled.
Specially kung birthday mo.
Eto yung homeworks.
.+ Act 1.6 & 1.7 lab reports
.+ OH my GAWD! they killed KENNINGS.
.+ Crystal Cave (ha. i learned to like this book now. despite the merlin-kid's black hair black eyes child of the devil spiff, i tried reading it aloud in a Breton accent.)
.+ Test sa Social
.+ Long test sa Geom
.+ Hw sa Algeb + query
.+ 25 item HW sa fili (na inuna ko kesa english kasi parang mas gusto ko ang fili ngaun,)
gawd. i vaguely spent my day reading and curling my hair.
plus praying for manny pacquiao to lose.
I dunno why, but i really wanted him to lose.
Maybe because i get a whif out of his ads.
Which reminds me:
ME: Kelan ba ang laban niyo ni Larios?
ADS: Sa September at October
ME: Handa ka na ba?
ADS: Hindi pa.
KIM: haha. Ads sa July 2 yun.
ADS: ah pacquiao! akala ko basketball.
- - -
ME: Handa ka na ba sa laban niyo ni oscar larios?
PAEL: oo naman.
ME: ano pang kulang
PAEL : dolly tuna
tsk.
Jharvie, Jekjek, maghanda kayo.
Ay atsaka,.. May LC nga pala sa fridaysaturdaysunday at sasama ako kasi sasama ang mga prendlies ko. tapos andaya ni mikee kasi nanay niya yung pumirma ng medical certificate nya. :)
Ano bang pwedeng dalhin? dance revo machine? para para machine? O yung kukunin mo yung mansanas sa batyang may tubig gamit ang ngipin mo? pweydi rin.
o ge. i have to make the Norwegian map pa. plus study. plus make the doomed reviewer for the crystal cave shyet. :((
wow. 11 hours 30 minutes to go before my birthday. plus, i made an introductory video. for myself, ala recordings namin ni mikee, pero may halong babab. The music playing is ice cold lemonade by death by chocolate, kasi yun lang yung saktong sakto yung timing. :)tapos...napaka-informative nya. sobra. not my first edited vid, but my first edited vid starring me. naks naman, Star. :)okey, 7.08 megabytes, 2:03 ang duration, walang kwenta, balahura, pero experimento lang naman. :)http://www.zippyvideos.com/7451087865498126/imdenise/*xsadxushix ayan. bahala na kayo.
I hate this weekend. Yeah right, it's my birthday tomorrow, but what for? i still have to read the crystal cave in 2 days (or less). i hate the book. i don't know why, but maybe because i hate fantasy stories and other schpartzy-schartzy whatnots. then i'll have to finish making this brochure, which was supposed to be a groupwork, but then I think I'll end up making it myself. Since only Marianne was nice enough to summarize, paraphrase, and understand her part. Gaah, I hate you guys. :)Si Marvie nagpasa na din, si Isip, wala nang pag-asa, wala na siyang grade, tapos si Kibin Ri, ewan ko sa kanya kung magpapasa pa siya basta kung ayaw niya magpakamatay nalang siya. Tapos si Errol ang pinakanakakabwiset sa lahat. Wala na ngang ginawa, nanggugulo pa. eh kung wag ko kayang ilagay yung pangalan mo, since hindi rin naman magagamit yung walang kwentang research kuno na binigay mo. Kayo na mag-judge kung research nga ang tawag dito:
Date:
Wed, 28 Jun
2006 06:30:17 -0700 (PDT)
From:
"Errol Jay Me***es"
Subject:
Historical
places??? xenxa na
To:
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hehe... pntahan mo na lng 2ns site na 2...
http://www.travel-island.com/interesting.places/norway.html di aq mrunong mag
email e...yan na pnkamatinong site na mei mga infos...pero wlang pics... wla
tlga aqng mkita ng mei mga pics e...Fjordland and the
Southwest Unquestionably Fjordland and the Southwest is Norway's most
important tourist area, due to its scenery. Many visitors arrive on cruise ships
working their way north along the coast from Stavanger via Haugesund to Bergen
(see the World City Guide section) and the best known fjord of all,
Sognefjorden. Hardanger Fjord, Nordfjord, and Førdefjorden are among other
notable scenic attractions in the region.Near Sogndal, at the head of
Sognefjorden, lies Urnes, whose wooden stave-built church is a UNESCO World
Heritage Site.Inland are the Hardangervidda Mountains, which rise to over 1700m
(5600ft) and incorporate the National Park of the same name. To the north of
Sognefjorden lies Europe's biggest glacier, the Jostedalsbreen, and its
surrounding National Park of the same name. Immediately to the east of this area
is the Jotunheimen National Park, which contains Norway's highest mountain,
Galdhøpiggen (2469m/8100ft). Away from the fjords, on the southern holiday
coastline of Vest-Agder Fylke, is the port of Kristiansand, from which ferries
serve the UK and Denmark. Oslo
Oslo is the capital of Norway. This
multiethnic city, accommodates half a million inhabitants. It is located on the
top of Oslofjord, a week of Shagerrak. It is surrounded by Marka, very well
reachable wild forest from the city.It is most ancient Scandinavian capital:
founded by Harald Hardrada in 1050, it was destroyed by a fire in 1624.The king
Christian IV reconstructed it by stones and bricks and named it Cristania. The
ancient name restored in 1925.
what am i supposed to write in the brochure? parang: Historical places to visit in Norwayxenxa na dear reader, just visit this site. http://www.travel-island.com/interesting.places/norway.htmlyeah right. what a birthday. gagawa pa ko ng Kenning namin ni mikee, bahala na kayong magpakamatay kung gusto niyo. basta ako, nakuha ko na yung mga sagot ni Ra. harharhar.
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Arghh. I should've asked my dad to bring home more of those. I miss the sour stinging sensation the green chili and pickled tea leaves. And the annoyingly crunchy sounds of the pumpkin seeds. And the fried chinese beans. and the shredded prawn. the small round garlic thingys. the small peanuts. the fried green beans. the lima beans. the split-something. the sesamum. arghh. love <3.
eek. lookie! this is Elaine (Lain,Lainey,Lainshie,Eleyn,Ileyn,Sue, you may know her). LOOK AT HER!! ain't she cute? :) with the matching bangs and brown aviators!! woooot!!
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