7:30 and still no caffeine. world record!

Right now I'm sipping on some all-natural coffee
rice I've been craving for since I was seven.

dang.

where do they get these things?

 

Anyhoo..

I am bound to do this essay for one of these
statements:

1.many of our fears are but imagined 1s bearing little

remembrance to what is real

2 the past defines as much as the present

3.i have been a gift. the gift of my past

4.telling the truth is not easy to do. its an act of

courage

5.uhhh...I don't know. Rosa didn't copy it. :)

 

Since that's my only homework for tonight, i'm
saving it for last.

You know, Homework
is like Candy.You'll never know how long it would keep you awake.
-an original dizzy b. quote.

 

And further anyhoo..

Have you seen my illustrated poetry?

There's one right there on the left. It's called
"The Tragedy of the Girl Who Became A Tree".

Wait for my new poem, "Gold Boy".

I already finished it but I'm still doing the
illustrations.

Using gold acrylic.

And it's fun to make.

Cause its gold. and its paint.

 

And ultra further anyhoo.....

I forgot to bring Pixy stix this morning!

Gawk! Do you know what that means?

NO SUGAR OVERLOAD!

 
I promise I'll bring one tomorrow in Maui Punch.

since we have a cheer dance practice up to 7:00
PM.

 

And more super ultra anyhooooooo!!!

Kyle and Luds have been telling uber corny jokes
all day.

 

Like,


 

Use HAMON in a sentence!<br />ready? <br />really ready?<br />>>> " Oh HAMON, don't be kidding!"<br />

 

and another one,

 

 

Use PASKO in a sentence!<br />ready for more kakornihan?<br />okay!<br />>>>" Waiter, bakit ganito yung soPAS KO?"<br />

 

 

And jokes like cheek,cheben,eight and chin,
eleben, twelb.

Haha.

 

 

Hobo Redirector And Call Boy.

okay. I can't think of a better title :(..
Well this entry doesn't have to do anything with hobos and call boys.
Waking up in the morning, I remembered to do our written report on the dewey decimal classification system.
800-899 (literature) . Well, since i'm a pro in internet searching, i made it in a jiffy. About less than 10 minutes.
then i remembered i had to go to our cheerdance practice at 1:00.
Darn them infantile skanks. I lost about 10 pesos off my load texting everyone if the practice was still on.
well, it is.
so i took off and got there @ about 1:30 (late coming,bebe.)
I wore something that isn't fit for cheerdancing.
A long big-buttoned pink dolly top and overhaul jeans. And platform sandals.
I only studied the steps 10 minutes before the practice ended. :)
While they were dancing, we were busy singing karma chameleon.

"..Karma Karma Karma Karma Karma Chameleon You come and go You come
and go Loving would be easy If your colours were like my dream Red, gold and
green Red, gold and green.."

and we tried to change the lyrics and started pointing fingers on different people.

"..Karma Karma Karma Karma Karma Chameleon You come and go You come and go
Loving would be easy If your colours were like my dream Red, golden gay Red,
golden gay.."

:)) and then we sang locomotion.

"Everybody's doing a brand new dance now. Come on, baby, do the
locomotion. ... if you give it a chance, now. Come on, baby, do the
locomotion"

after the practice we went to the xmas tiannge near UP chapel (or COOP) .
We found fun stuff like accessories, shirts and underwears.
Fake cosmetics and perfumes (though they look so original. Maybe they're just overruns? or something.
Toys, stickers, and more.
Unluckily, i didn't bring my money with me
so we'll go back there next thursday. Happy.

Then i went straight so SM to cool off with a scoop of Chocolate Mint Ice Cream.
And mineral water since i'm all dried up and dehydrated, not from the practice but from singing karma chameleon.
And I also bought one Pixy stick,

And oh, Aia and Gioan made some additions to my last entry.

kung nakikinig ka ng jazz, mukha ka rin bang jazz? Pag trip mo, country, mukha ka rin bang country? Pag gusto mo germanic songs, mukha ka rin bang german? If you like christian songs, mukha ka rin bang christian? Damn you oh Damn Damn Postiche, Sham, Fraud, Pseudo, Faux, Wangled, Fudged Bastard. Damn You.

I just wanted to Share

I was doing my everyday routine when a guy talked to me.
We talked about friendster.
He said :

"...There are some people in friendster who fill up the 'favorite music' field with stuff like punk,rock,emo,screamo but don't even look like they listen to that!"

i was too polite to answer back. so i'm gonna tell my reply here.
do you need to look punk if you listen to punk?
Do you need to look hiphop if you listen to hiphop?
Do you need to look like a rocker if you listen to rock?
BOBO KA PALA EH! No wonder I hate you.

E di kung nakikinig ka ng classic, mukha ka ring classic? Ano yun?! Naka alfalfa-look? Naka Pomada? Kapag mahilig ka sa '50s dapat ba mukha ka ring 50's? Pag trip mo folk, dapat ba mukha kang folk? Mukha kang lamang-lupa o engkanto? Dapat ba naka checkered ka na long sleeved shirt at lagi kang may dalang banjo? Kapag like mo experimental, mukha ka rin ba dapat experimental? May mga buhok ka ba dapat sa mata at may tenga sa likod?

Nakikita ba sa mukha ng isang tao kung anong music ang pinakikinggan niya? Kung cute siya na babae, does that mean she listens to cute music? Kung mukha siyang squatter does that mean nakikinig siya sa squatter? Kung mukha siyang kabayo gusto ba niya ng mga kanta ng mga kabayo? ULOL!

Music is not something physical, dimwit.

And what can I say, oh, what can a revengeful person like me say.
MUKHA KANG SKWATER NA PILING POGI KAYA YOU MUST BE LISTENING TO SKWATER PILING POGI MUSIC. good luck sa buhay.

Ooh, l'autorit is freaking me cherche!

i hate people who think they are musically inclined.
I know, I know, there are lots of musically inclined people but that is different from people who think they are.
Starting this day, i strip my life of everyday music. No wait, i can't do that. Maybe just a little.
To top it off, i'd greet people and tell them I hate music (of course they'll ask the very drastic WHHHHAY? or HAWW KAM?)
I know how much a sacrifice this is. But really..
Music doesn't seem to have a point nowadays.
Specially in this darned impoverished country stripped of its real mind and culture.
I feel so jealous listening to old people telling how they used to climb trees (aratelis, bayabas, etc..), avoiding Mangga trees which were home to fat hairy caterpillars. I feel covetous listeing to their stories of kite flying and top spinning. I am envious. Green-eyed, I ogle at the past, seeing how much technology, colonization, and the increasing intelligence of the human race have changed us. Back to what I was saying..

music is hokum, pointless, and insensible when people think they are so much into music. so much that it's unreal. so much that they even research on cool bands wherever, whenever and say that they know this band so well, they like this band so much, they like this music so, they love this music blah. The same sounds whizzing from the radio.
So I'm tired, I'm sleepy, and i'm jinxed.

I admit. I had an AWFUL, DREADFUL, ATROCIOUS, HORRENDOUS,DIREFUL, and UNSPEAKABLE day.
I hate days like this.
Sometimes I shed a tear or two just because my mum erased two messages in my inbox.
Sometimes I just can't keep all my feelings anymore and I need an outlet.
They say I'm at risk of being highly suicidal.
And I don't take that as a compliment (like some people who think it's cool to cut your wrist and see the gush bleed, DAMN you infantile dummies, DAMN you, if you want to kill yourself, make a deep cut and not a shallow scrape or else you'll just hurt. Die you.)
Sometimes I have too much to keep that I pour out whenever I find an outlet.

I slash clothes, I spill red ink on the bedsheets. I tape boxes all around. I
throw hard things on glass. I scrape, cut and etch mirrors. I throw things in
the dump. I cut framed pictures using sharp objects. I cry at night under my
blankets and pillows, making sure of not making a sound, for someone might hear
me.

So you know how hard it is to be so secretive?
I HAVE to be so perky during the day.
I HAVE to be so blythe and peppy.
and while i sleep i dream.
I am telling you, It is rare for me to find an outlet.
I can't even tell my friends about my problems.
I can't even tell my parents about my problems.
I am stressed-out right this very moment i am typing this.

Freaking Authority, I am not sure if you're reading this, but please do read this.
If you want, you can print it out. :'(
I just feel so reselamentable.

Candy Doesn't Have to Have a Point.

I woke up at 4:30 to find out there were no classes.
then i remembered that we have a practice for the cheerdance competition.

I came at around 9:30 am. We started at 10. The appointed time
was 9.

on lunchtime, we were supposed to eat @ ministop katipunan. Since the place only had room for 6 people (and there were 12 of us,) we decided to eat @ mcdo. But knowing there are a heap of MC students there, sa Jollibee nalang kami nauwi. Usually i eat sundae and fries, but for the FIRST TIME in my life, i ordered a 2-piece burger steak (most of the time my mum gets it for me :p). After that we went to Natio(nal bookstore!) and i saw this a series of unfortunate events set of book 1-7 (?), i'm not sure..only for P700. shit.

i went to SM since i have to walk longer to ride the jeep going to our place. I bought some fried chicken skin which tasted so VILE, REVOLTING, LOATHESOME and SKANKY. I had to throw them. eew. sorry i'm squeamish.

so i just bought some candy to wash away the taste.

100 grams for 45 pesos?
i took some gummy bears, gummy sharks,
strawberries, gummy teeth, gummy octopi,
and gummy worms.
next time i'll take the jawbreakers.
I love gummy.
Oh no, I LUURVE candy.
One day i'll have a candy factory of my own too.
In my own mansion.
In my own village. ^^

And I also bought PIXY STIX!
How i love corn syrup candies.
PIXY STIX is by Wonka under Nestle.
I love Wonka.
Wonka Wonka. Oompa Loompa!~

Pixy stix is really long. That round thingy is a peso coin. I think it's longer than one foot. I'll prey on it tomorrow. Get ready pixy stix.
im gonna turn you into chyme.

i'm weird.
i eat fruits.
i eat preserved fruits.
the ones in the pink packs are cherries
and those in the violet ones are plums.
dried icky plums.
eew.. disgusting.
*wave wave*

tralala~! i love pocky sticks.

nothing more to that.

i never thought pocky sticks were THAT thin.

but still i love them. ^^

Read the News Today, Oh Boy!

Now I know what Arlene Chai's purpose is in writing her debut, "The Last Time I Saw Mother" .
First, She wove in a bit of Filipino history, eg. the Japanese colonial period, the Marcos regime and a little of the Spanish period.
Then, all of the narrators were women, showing their points of view as a mother, daughter or sister.

But that doesn't have to do anything with I'm writing below.

I LOVE Imelda Marcos. Not because of her worldly goods or wealth, of course. Can't blame her, she was brought up by a not-so-rich clan.
We even have the same birthday. Ha.
According to Arlene Chai's The Last Time I Saw Mother, these are just some of the things she owned:

3,000 pairs of shoes, we all know that. :)
67 racks of dresses.
500 black brassieres with their tags still on.
1000 unopened boxes of silk panties, stockings and formal gowns.

I miss elementary dismissal times. We used to run outside and buy our hoard of Wonka candies. Some are P5 and the rest are P25 like the bi-flavored nerds in a box. Even Aling Norms doesn't sell Stay Fresh. Aling Tina sold the small trinketiemajigs like gobbstoppers, jawbreakers, safari, buko juice and footlong bubblegums and marshmallows. Aling Ising, on the other hand sold chocolates like M&M's, Nuggets, Crunch, Hershey's Cookies & Cream or Extra Creamy, and others. She also sold different desserts in her freezer, like Jelly Jiggle, Twin Popsies, Buko, Freezy, Pinipig, Kimy, Drumstick, Non Stop and the rest. But i don't really like wasting my money on expensive food that doesn't fill my appetite. In short, I hate buying candy with my own pocket money.

I did further editing in my layout. I changed the title font and I
added a gummy bear divider. I am currently working on my third layout, which i
already have an idea of. I think somethng like the color of moss, green tea or
orange? what do you think??:p

revamp.

it seems like i had the same layout for 2 years already.
so i changed it to this one.
it's still messy, but i still have to make my biology project (which, mind you, i really want to ace)
so if i find enough time i can edit this crap.

okay, so for my bio project, we need to do this pedigree diagram
thingymajiggy. from the P or parent species (that's my grandparents)
F1 generation (my parents and their siblings) and F2 generation (me
and my brothers). I used eyes as a trait, leaving me with the genotypes
and phenotypes BB,Bb or black eyes and bb or brown eyes. it needed to be
done on 1/4 illustration board, but i'd hate to bring hazardous explosive (well.)
materials to school so i used two 1/8 boards so that it'll look like a book.
on the front i wrote out PEDIGREE using plain glue and drew little dragonflies.
then after it dried, i spraypainted it gold. tadaa. now i'm almost done, i just
need to put the names and pictures.

I'm planning to buy something worthy enough to save money on.

my mom gives me P500 for every quarter of school that i did well.
last time i used it to buy an mp3 player. this time, i don't know.
since i'm not a fan of saving money (isang kahig, isang tuka.)
i'm planning to buy some perfume.
but i don't know what. Dessert treats' candy seems nice but
it's just a teeny 30ml.i don't like small perfumes. which leads me to..

OH booze..i still don't know what to give away this christmas!

since i'm saving money, im stuck with a budget for this. and dang,
i even crossed some people on my list! (*evil*)...
ooooh how i wish i find a thick wad of bills tomorrow. :)

We're planning to cosplay for our fashion show this december.

but i don't know who to cosplay!

i wanted maybe, some girl with black hair.
and a skirt that's not too short. :)

I watched movies.

simple as that. first i went to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire,
then at home i watched charlie and the chocolate factory, spongebob
squarepants the movie, and harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban
(since my mom haven't watched it yet). I want to watch napoleon
dynamite now!

pedigree

whoaaa.
okies...so i already got my card last saturday
(which i miraculously claimed w/o a parent or a parent's letter, luckily ate melvin knows me.)
and i was S H O C K E D. (with the grades, that is)
okies...so here's my noodle power.

Jackdaws.

             {) i happen to be really hungry.{}

eh? i was just telling the truth..^^
i'm still scouting for stuff to give away on christmas.
bah...
i was thinking maybe..undergarments?
but gioan already stuck to giving panties.
so i'll be giving away brassieres??
no way. no way am i asking for cup sizes.
so i thought maybe accessories. or small kits\bags.
and photocards for one lovely mecamila.
ok so i still have to squeeze brains for the boys.
what the eff should i give the XY chromosomial species?!!
oooooh..helpies..

             {) last quarter was a sucker. i don't study.{}

okies..so i know some of my grades,alrighty.
but i find them not alrighty!!
[english] - 82 or 83 (from 88 i became 83...dang fang shang. 'least our highest is 85.)
[social studies] - 87..well it didn't change even a tad bit.
that sucks.
i hope i got a line of 9 for Biology...
coz i want to have lines of 9 for all quarters!
this girl in the pic got 100 in biology.
despite the funny face, (yes,) she is smart..
Filipino ---> we ARE having a thesis like project.
and our topic is...

*drumroll*

"ANG PUNO NG BUHAY : NIYOG!!!"
(the tree of life : coconut)

random weirdness.
Me: bakit hindi ba mammal si Joel? Jahn Rori: hindi.Me: ano ba siya? Jahn Rori:....birds!


             {)i have nothing to do{}

don't you think this pic is just so scary?
Luds (guy on the middle), that's bad luck.
tsk tsk tsk..good luck kay mama jean...
and i say again.. i have nothing to do.
so i played the guitar all day long. (forgetting to study for social studies)
and did daytripper's riff.
yeh.
here's a song we composed for Lara:
DALAWANG BAKLA!*chengcheng ge-cheng*DALAWANG BAKLA!*chengcheng gecheng*DALAWANG BAKLA WITH LARA!DALAWANG BAKLA WITH LARA!*ge-cheng cheng cheng ge-CHENG!*

darna has a function.

            {}pic courtesy of me{}
yeah.
darna has functions too.
i just remembered that i can load all my mp3s in her.
darn.
never thought of that.
and i divided them into folders
such as British, Tagala, Jpop and Anime.
Wooh.
darn music.
darn them all.

            {}worms, anyone?{}
Yesterday all i did in PA was to pick up huge worm-termite-maggot-bulalo like thingies using improvised chopsticks out of a barbecue stick and a small twig. How happy.
Then we put all the worm-termite-maggot-bulalo like thingies into Butterfly's plot. how happy. :)
it's not that we're against them, we just don't know where to put the pests.. :)

            {}volleyball makes me itch{}
A lot of people have noticed that my skin revived from the scorch it underwent in the family olympics thingy-thingy.
volleyball.i hate volleyball.i had to suffer days of sunburn and months of darker skin.
but now it's almost back to normal.
thanks to the wonders of bath time.
do you know i wash myself w/ soap 3 times evry bath?
and one bar of soap will only last about...
1 week?
i lather lather lather it real well to make sure the soap really cleans.
maybe that helped in healing my chapped skin.
drat.

            {}idol ko si april boy{}
(i hate papaya soap)
do you know April Boy Regino is the most kikay guy during bath time?
he DISSOLVES bars of papaya soap into his bath tub and soaks himself there ALL DAY..well..not really.
if you can only see his bathroom cabinet! loads of papain and orange caustic soda! eek!
he said he had dark skin before. and look at him now.
wowowee.