Friday, December 23, 2005
I AM now a little low maintainance..because of this despicable xmas break.
And i just realized that 2 DAYS FROM NOW MY DADDY IS GOING HOOOOOOOOOOOME!!!!!!
whee!that means more unconditional money! (to add to my quarterly school-done-well reward) HELL!
and i also composed 2 japanese mini songs. they're both crap, and meaningless, needless to say. But still, it's the cute words that count.
Thursday, December 22, 2005
I started studying this 5 years ago... by now i should have known everything about this!
But what the heck, i haven't even gone to Japan..
okay, lemme try an introduction.
i just realized that you only need to drop the -su and add -nai to make a present tense verb negative.
Anyway, i'm so far convinced that gackt can play the guitar. saw him doing it .
my mom started packing our gifts for our "inaanaks".
Mami bought thea's gift from me for P100. good deal.
Can't use it anyway. you can see it here : [x]
you can also see a lot of my xmas stuff in that multiply account.
i had my hair straightened - it's naturally straight but i constantly pin the hair behind my ears so a part of it became a little wavy.
wooo.. and darn, am i looking for new perfume. i got easily bored with Philosophy's Baby Grace..I think I need something more upbeat coz light scents do not go with my personality.,,I hate fruity scents so i'm having a hard time thinking and rethinking which ones i would buy (i normally get more than one scent..but for now i only need one or teo, for school, coz i still have D&G's Light Blue for out-of-uniform occasions, e.g. shopping, etc.)
that's it for now...baboosh! xoxo
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
But it's soooo hilarious that i don't even want to say it here...but don't worry,
ME LOVES YOU so i'm gonna tell.
I play PARAPARAPARADISE and DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION.
funny eh? or maybe you don't know what those two are.
here are some resources to help you get rid of that long face.
it's a tad bit weird ( dance and i do not mix) but it's fun anyway.
I started playing paraparaparadise on Jeneil's Birthday (and of course, i played with Mica, the BeMaNistyle addict)
I was browsing youtube and found some really cute clips [and uncute clips, if there is such a word].
When you type in the word 'japan', most of the clips would be related to Gackt.
Gackt. I love his music [specially vanilla]
but I AM in doubt if this guy can really play the guitar.
Sure, he can play the piano, and lots of other instruments but i never saw him
play the guitar up close. the only clip i found of him playing the guitar, well..didn't quite seem like he was playing it, instead, he was just placing it over his crotch and striking it...and stuff.
And further wondering, is he gay?bi?metro? there's too much yaoi in his vids.
But still...Japanese boys kissing fellow japanese boys are cute.
And he doesn't want to have any children so that he can't pass his psychic abilities [which he regrets having].
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
I know, I know. This layout is a mess.
I'm not good at making my own layouts okay, i just need more layout-making excercises.
My mom started putting up all
There are garlands all around the upper
inner corners of the walls (with large white flowers pinned on every square
inch, obviously i exaggerated), reindeers made out of garland-materials with a
sign saying "merry christmas", corsages and holly wreaths pinning strings of
small shiny balls (whatever you may call them) on the TV shelf, tiny xmas people
pinned EVERYWHERE, xmas balls, lace, and cut xmas lights (they call it 'rice
bulbs'. they're a lot cuter than your conventional xmas lights), and rose shaped
xmas lights winding the stairs (and even the door had a makeover, oh my.)
well anyway, i can't feel christmas coz i'm freaking bored to the point of boiling and re-freezing.
And all I can do at home is watch TV, surf the net, make layouts, draw art, photoshop, and guess what.
NO CALORIES BURNED.
Chiyu has a boyfriemd!
i also couldn't believe it at first.
But what the heck, she's pretty cute.
I hope she'll send me a pic of her <3.
Monday, December 19, 2005
I easily got bored with pink. i suppose i'll go with more glum colors now.
i'm currently on my deviant stage, so i used one of my drawings (visit my dA!)
for this new layout.
almost a week after the xmas break and i still haven't done anything
but sew skirts and surf the net.
(see my dA for the skirts)
wish many people check this blog often. :)
i haven't done my social studies project. i haven't done my english project. and my math problem set. and my filipino project. darn all projects, darn them. stop spoiling my boredom! oh well. that was pretty ironic and satire.
too sleepy to write, xoxo.
i just realized that ABS' "Mga Anghel na Walang Langit" has a new timeslot! do they know how early I sleep?! Damn you Game knb! Damn you!!
And again. I'm here. I haven't eaten lunch and supper (only breakfast coz it's my all-time breakfast fave: fried eggplant and tuyo [dried fish]!!!) and i piggeg out. And i can feel my tummy grumbling slowly... -_-
Friday, December 16, 2005
and my new friendster personal adddie:
Sunday, December 11, 2005
here's what I got:
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a
summary of your personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a
leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved.
If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once
you have a problem, you need a friend with you. son. You will avoid being alone
and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create
it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for
love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think
much about yourself.
Woah. I like that. Reminds me of something like:
your name starts With D: Once you get it into your head that
you want someone, you move full steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up
your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this
turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your
involvements, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp &
talented often with sense of humor. When people bother to look deep inside they
cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual,
having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your
Darn these correct conclusions. Darn these.
Typing stuff here in my blog reminds me that
I still have to do this DIARY FOR ENGLISH.
And so. I already bought gifts for moi dear friendly friends. I didn't buy anything for most of my friends anyhoo, my budget was P500, and because I love tiannges, I only used 16.5% for my friends and the rest for myself. I am a very worthy friend :)
If you are a friend, and you are sure that I'm giving you something for xmas, DO NOT READ ANYTHING BELOW THIS LINE.
For the boys
Monday, December 5, 2005
rice I've been craving for since I was seven.
where do they get these things?
I am bound to do this essay for one of these
1.many of our fears are but imagined 1s bearing little
remembrance to what is real
2 the past defines as much as the present
3.i have been a gift. the gift of my past
4.telling the truth is not easy to do. its an act of
5.uhhh...I don't know. Rosa didn't copy it. :)
Since that's my only homework for tonight, i'm
saving it for last.
You know, Homework
is like Candy.You'll never know how long it would keep you awake.
-an original dizzy b. quote.
And further anyhoo..
Have you seen my illustrated poetry?
There's one right there on the left. It's called
"The Tragedy of the Girl Who Became A Tree".
Wait for my new poem, "Gold Boy".
I already finished it but I'm still doing the
Using gold acrylic.
And it's fun to make.
Cause its gold. and its paint.
And ultra further anyhoo.....
I forgot to bring Pixy stix this morning!
Gawk! Do you know what that means?
NO SUGAR OVERLOAD!
I promise I'll bring one tomorrow in Maui Punch.
since we have a cheer dance practice up to 7:00
And more super ultra anyhooooooo!!!
Kyle and Luds have been telling uber corny jokes
and another one,
And jokes like cheek,cheben,eight and chin,
Saturday, December 3, 2005
Well this entry doesn't have to do anything with hobos and call boys.
Waking up in the morning, I remembered to do our written report on the dewey decimal classification system.
800-899 (literature) . Well, since i'm a pro in internet searching, i made it in a jiffy. About less than 10 minutes.
then i remembered i had to go to our cheerdance practice at 1:00.
Darn them infantile skanks. I lost about 10 pesos off my load texting everyone if the practice was still on.
well, it is.
so i took off and got there @ about 1:30 (late coming,bebe.)
I wore something that isn't fit for cheerdancing.
A long big-buttoned pink dolly top and overhaul jeans. And platform sandals.
I only studied the steps 10 minutes before the practice ended. :)
While they were dancing, we were busy singing karma chameleon.
"..Karma Karma Karma Karma Karma Chameleon You come and go You come
and go Loving would be easy If your colours were like my dream Red, gold and
green Red, gold and green.."
and we tried to change the lyrics and started pointing fingers on different people.
"..Karma Karma Karma Karma Karma Chameleon You come and go You come and go
Loving would be easy If your colours were like my dream Red, golden gay Red,
:)) and then we sang locomotion.
"Everybody's doing a brand new dance now. Come on, baby, do the
locomotion. ... if you give it a chance, now. Come on, baby, do the
after the practice we went to the xmas tiannge near UP chapel (or COOP) .
We found fun stuff like accessories, shirts and underwears.
Fake cosmetics and perfumes (though they look so original. Maybe they're just overruns? or something.
Toys, stickers, and more.
Unluckily, i didn't bring my money with me
so we'll go back there next thursday. Happy.
Then i went straight so SM to cool off with a scoop of Chocolate Mint Ice Cream.
And mineral water since i'm all dried up and dehydrated, not from the practice but from singing karma chameleon.
And I also bought one Pixy stick,
And oh, Aia and Gioan made some additions to my last entry.
kung nakikinig ka ng jazz, mukha ka rin bang jazz? Pag trip mo, country, mukha ka rin bang country? Pag gusto mo germanic songs, mukha ka rin bang german? If you like christian songs, mukha ka rin bang christian? Damn you oh Damn Damn Postiche, Sham, Fraud, Pseudo, Faux, Wangled, Fudged Bastard. Damn You.
We talked about friendster.
He said :
i was too polite to answer back. so i'm gonna tell my reply here.
"...There are some people in friendster who fill up the 'favorite music' field with stuff like punk,rock,emo,screamo but don't even look like they listen to that!"
do you need to look punk if you listen to punk?
Do you need to look hiphop if you listen to hiphop?
Do you need to look like a rocker if you listen to rock?
BOBO KA PALA EH! No wonder I hate you.
E di kung nakikinig ka ng classic, mukha ka ring classic? Ano yun?! Naka alfalfa-look? Naka Pomada? Kapag mahilig ka sa '50s dapat ba mukha ka ring 50's? Pag trip mo folk, dapat ba mukha kang folk? Mukha kang lamang-lupa o engkanto? Dapat ba naka checkered ka na long sleeved shirt at lagi kang may dalang banjo? Kapag like mo experimental, mukha ka rin ba dapat experimental? May mga buhok ka ba dapat sa mata at may tenga sa likod?
Nakikita ba sa mukha ng isang tao kung anong music ang pinakikinggan niya? Kung cute siya na babae, does that mean she listens to cute music? Kung mukha siyang squatter does that mean nakikinig siya sa squatter? Kung mukha siyang kabayo gusto ba niya ng mga kanta ng mga kabayo? ULOL!
Music is not something physical, dimwit.
And what can I say, oh, what can a revengeful person like me say.
MUKHA KANG SKWATER NA PILING POGI KAYA YOU MUST BE LISTENING TO SKWATER PILING POGI MUSIC. good luck sa buhay.
Thursday, December 1, 2005
I know, I know, there are lots of musically inclined people but that is different from people who think they are.
Starting this day, i strip my life of everyday music. No wait, i can't do that. Maybe just a little.
To top it off, i'd greet people and tell them I hate music (of course they'll ask the very drastic WHHHHAY? or HAWW KAM?)
I know how much a sacrifice this is. But really..
Music doesn't seem to have a point nowadays.
Specially in this darned impoverished country stripped of its real mind and culture.
I feel so jealous listening to old people telling how they used to climb trees (aratelis, bayabas, etc..), avoiding Mangga trees which were home to fat hairy caterpillars. I feel covetous listeing to their stories of kite flying and top spinning. I am envious. Green-eyed, I ogle at the past, seeing how much technology, colonization, and the increasing intelligence of the human race have changed us. Back to what I was saying..
I admit. I had an AWFUL, DREADFUL, ATROCIOUS, HORRENDOUS,DIREFUL, and UNSPEAKABLE day.
music is hokum, pointless, and insensible when people think they are so much into music. so much that it's unreal. so much that they even research on cool bands wherever, whenever and say that they know this band so well, they like this band so much, they like this music so, they love this music blah. The same sounds whizzing from the radio.
So I'm tired, I'm sleepy, and i'm jinxed.
I hate days like this.
Sometimes I shed a tear or two just because my mum erased two messages in my inbox.
Sometimes I just can't keep all my feelings anymore and I need an outlet.
They say I'm at risk of being highly suicidal.
And I don't take that as a compliment (like some people who think it's cool to cut your wrist and see the gush bleed, DAMN you infantile dummies, DAMN you, if you want to kill yourself, make a deep cut and not a shallow scrape or else you'll just hurt. Die you.)
Sometimes I have too much to keep that I pour out whenever I find an outlet.
I slash clothes, I spill red ink on the bedsheets. I tape boxes all around. I
throw hard things on glass. I scrape, cut and etch mirrors. I throw things in
the dump. I cut framed pictures using sharp objects. I cry at night under my
blankets and pillows, making sure of not making a sound, for someone might hear
So you know how hard it is to be so secretive?
I HAVE to be so perky during the day.
I HAVE to be so blythe and peppy.
and while i sleep i dream.
I am telling you, It is rare for me to find an outlet.
I can't even tell my friends about my problems.
I can't even tell my parents about my problems.
I am stressed-out right this very moment i am typing this.
Freaking Authority, I am not sure if you're reading this, but please do read this.
If you want, you can print it out. :'(
I just feel so reselamentable.