Friday, July 21, 2006

Tshh.

nakoo. first day na first day ng aking pagbabagong buhay eh medyo sumablay. medyo lang naman. gusto ko kasi yung ako lang yung naglalakad mag-sa sa corridor. pero nga. baka sabihin nila snob ako or unfriendly o kung ano man. pero i guess they know na may topak ako kanina. i guess.

.sensitive words are written in gray.

tsheesh. nadagdagan nanaman ang hatelist ko.
hmm. let's do it this way, hokey. blind item.
clues ba (wag basahin dahil maraming mag-fifit dito):

  • madamot
  • bwakaw
  • makasarili
  • nanggagamit
  • kaibigan ko (yata--kasi sabi nga ni lainshii friendly ako. ^^)

see. there's no point in saying someone is my friend. lahat tayo naggagamitan lang. i think i am yet to find a person that'll pry me open. i think someone's out there selfless enough. i think i was a catamite in my past life. :\

wow. tsk. i never thought i would be this jumpy. i think i'll have to stay away from people. more.

2/3 through our bulletin board. na kulay pastel na nakakatinag. with the sheep and the raimboe. malapit na, malapit na. Si Heidi nalang ang kulang, tsaka ang bebols, tsaka ang monggo, tsaka ang mekeroney, tsaka PLASTIC cover (see, naka caps an plastic. whehee.), marami pa pala. :) kayang kaya yan.

@bajuju : wag mong pakialaman ang selpon ko kung anuano nang nakita mo. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahah.

ah basta. to sum it all up, ayoko sa taong mayabang. okay na sana yung tahimik magyabang. pero yung lantaran at subconcious at yung hindi man lang napapansin na nakakasakit sila. ay hindi ko na mapapatawad yun. ay hindi nga pala ako marunong magpatawad. :)

at least napupuri ako, kayo hindi man lang tinitingnan.

SARBEY! SARBEY! (argh. nagmumuni-muni nanaman ako.)

  • How often do you want/need to hear the word 'love' ? - not much not much. i'm not that loving, i'm saving up for one. i'm not that caring, i'm saving up for one. i promise, if you see me dead one day, then that means i hate the world.
  • Do you believe there is one right person for you out there in the world ? - one of them is bound to like me as me. and by me i mean accept me. and keep all his strengths w/in himself. and try not to boast. cos i believe in karma, and the shortest distance between good karma and bad karma is a man's ego.
  • A fire takes everything you have, where do you go and what do you do? - all i have are material possesions, so i won't bring anything with me. i don't have anywhere to stay so i'd rather jump off a billboard sign. kahit yung casino rubbing alcohol sign ni christopher de leon.
  • If you could take out three things before the blaze, what would they be? - my honor, my physique and my memories. memories? kasi mas may kabuluhan yung buhay ko noon. nung ako lang mag-isa sa bahay, nagalaro ng pulbos na may alcohol at clay at umiiyak kapag trip ko.
  • When you are sick or sad, do you wantto be alone, or have someone with you? - want to be alone. sa kasamaang palad palaging may mga taong nandyan para sayo. yung kung kelan mo kailangan, wala sila tapos kung kelan gusto mong mapag-isa, nanguusisa. nakakainis yun. i wish they could read my mind. so to those people, stop being santitos and hypocrites. i know you don't care about me. selfish biatches. :)
  • Which should have the final say in decisions, your head or your heart? - whatever amount of head i have, it's always with the heart. im a very moody, capricious, and freakishly emotional person. sorry if im too emotional. im just sick of everything i wasted. tss. i wouldn't be feeling this if i didn't go out into this world anyway. and lo', it's past my bedtime.
  • What three things have you done in your life that you are most proud of? - (1)i'm proud of all my so called artworks. kahit gaano kasipag ang isang tao, hindi pa rin matututunan ang talento. that goes for you, ****. (2) im proud of my pwresentation ideas. they seem to pop out from nowhere and work anyway. (3) i'm proud of the fact that i don't show my pride much for i have learnt the lesson of karma back in third grade.
  • If your partner had an affair, how would you react? Could you forgive them?- at least one of us'll die, that's for sure. i'll make sure, o how i would.

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